argg... thurs was a worrying day for me..
whole day just worry worry..
hais...
only took care of one..
only could worry for other due to certain barriers..
they kept saying dun let me stuck in the middle..
i can only hope so now..




nxt day..
made sure one was alrite..
be4 i went escape..
had fun of cause.. but wasnt as noisy..
mayb just felt that someone was missing..



just before going home..
went to shop alone..
this must be the first time i did this..
just buying stuff for people who are close to me..
just gonna appreciate them now..
i donno wadz gonna happen soon..



somehow brotherhood felt that i was down..
mayb.. they planned another trip to eskibar..
i tot i could freeze everything there..
but.. the other was feeling down...
yet again i couldnt do anything..







it was -8 degree in there..
it turned my beer into little ice..
i think we stayed 1 and half hours in there..
came out with hand and toes hurting..
other part were fine..



went to a bro house..
watched movie for a little while..
had Macdonald's..
was a bit dizzy so i slept for a while..
like 30 mins..
played some board games..
slept at 6am..
woke up at 12pm..
play board games again..
went home..



have been watching prison break..
sleeping and eating since then..



both of you are important to me alrite...
hope to end this soon..
best if y'all could be friends..
love ya both..


i am who i am
6:36 PM