i am who i am
12:45 PM

haha alrite..
today was super... HOT..
lol as in the sun lar..
hee..



was suppose to teach junior how to shoot..
but i suppose i cannot be teaching..
lol.. cause i suck at teaching ???!!~~



arg.. i cant the 30pound bow again..
lol so long nva train le...
other then that today was pretty fine..



met perlyn 2day..
with garie..
lala did project..
and that kuku perlyn..
forced me to gossip with her.. LOL..
*hands up* i am innocent..



then both of them were deciding..
btw steamboat & movie..
lol so i kinda helped them decide..
actually got soccer so i nva follow..
after that soccer cancelled..
sian half..



hee went market with mama and sis..
then went super market buy stuffs...
come home b good boy mop the floor...
and here i am.. going to play dota..



tmr is sentosa day!~
with kwada..
lol i am their neighbour :P

i am who i am
10:26 PM

woots..
night cycling was damn tiring..
never never never carry a bag while cycling..
tried doing it only for halfway..
back hurts...


cycling was kinda boring at first..
again.. !~
bro and i were not in the same group..
damn sians lar...
world vision we also not the same..
actually i was looking forward to knowing new people..
LOL but yet again..
my group people all i know one..




shrugs~! i know too many people mayb?!~
LOLs..
kinda sway through the whole cycling..
got fish line stuck on my bike...
2 times got chain come out..
then as i ride my seat will come down..
shag..!~


but still can live with it lar.. HEE..
halfway point was changi village...
jasmine show us some condom machine..
haha.. they just say $2..
never say sell condoms..
*wonders* how she knows
LOL..
seen loads of trans as well..




played some game.. then while playing H2O
amy fell.. awwwwww
she got a free trip back to the starting point..
and boy the way back was tiring..
felt like sleeping on the express way...
and cant fool around cause trucks started coming..




bang..!~ and went we reached the park..
my group leaders started choing..
i joined them..
damn fun...
relieve of all the ache i had..



reached finishing point..
somewhat our group spilt..
ha.. we were not suppose to do that..
and it seems that our group are the most bonded..
*mayb i know all of them thats y*
ha.. other group dint choing at all..
poor marcus bro had to wear that CWO reflective vest...
and he din choing at all..




later went home with bro and some other peeps..
took 196 to clementi...
all slept except for me..
wasnt really tired..
bro had the best sleep..
because he lay on my shoulder..
hee..!!~~
and others keep waking up..
while he had nice peaceful sleep...
can see he veri tired...



clementi le.. parted ways..
i went home..
bathe came out..
met the guys clique..
they played pool then i went to sleep..
then we went swimming!~..
ha.. drank loads of water...
steam bath was a blast...
i hope i can go steaming every week...
damn *song4*!~




today actually got project..
then they called it off..
cause one overslept and the other overslept overslept..
LOL if u get wad i mean..
i dint oversleep.. but my body somehow could not move..
body too tired...



so went online disscuss..
then watch anime..
then went out for NDP disscussion..
then now at home..
hee.. tmr got archery and project..
damn.. LOL.. byw bye...

i am who i am
10:51 PM

lalalas..
so i am here for a super short update..
hee... cut my hair le..
going for night cycling now..


ps: i remembered the cycling date wrongly again..
bahs.. whats with me and dates...

i am who i am
6:13 PM

lala.. let my start with the lastest..
and i guess this would b the only post with pics..
hahaha..



sat went for world vision camp..
went at 10..
helped prepare abit then slack..
waited for NDP people to come..
then a wooping 3 hours stand-by mode..


after that..
abit draggy...
and everything went overtime by 1 hour..


sad thing was that i was not with everyone..
i was grouped with RP people..
hais damn sad..
had fun..
but the not grouping with everyone part kinda spoilt the mood..



but still RP people taunt the people who attended the camp..
LOL.. so bad.. but was fun seeing them kanna taunted..




after the camp..
went causeway point ate..
then arcade...



ha.. then took mrt to clementi..
went RC to play pool...
till 3..




me!

Bro!

xinyi

lara


daniel

roxanne

morgan



haha... these are some of my primers peeps..
after that.. we went west coast park mac..
LOL.. donno why...
when there is a mac at clementi..




reached there around 3 plus..
ate with bro.. and talked a little..
while the rest played cards and roxy emo-ing outside..
LOL..



then 4 plus.. their turn to eat...
and we all talked..
but when they were talking..
bro and i were like doozing off..
played cards after that...


soon after.. we went to a near by bus stop..
and it started raining..LOL..
wad a sway time to rain..
took cover at that bus stop for abt 20min..



then we decide walk to our bus stop..
in the rain..
it was cold..
soon.. we parted..



i went to bro house..
went for a super warm bath..
super shoik after being drench in cold rain water...
had little chat before sleeping..
then woke up around 12 again...
had another little chat then sleep again..
lol.. this time till abt 5....
last little chat..
wash up and went home..



and bro refused take pic with me..
lol say my hair so ugly..
HMPT.. i shall go cut soon...
boy boy hair style... here i come!!!!!!!!!




last but not least.. ending with a cute pose with roxy...



tata....
stay tuned for sis bday party, and archery camp...

i am who i am
1:54 AM

wad buzy week..
sunday sis b-day...
monday to wed archery camp..
today till sunday world vision famin camp...
next week.. projects..
21-22 night cycling...
hopefully done with projects..


will update blog in details in free time..
surely but slowly..
i will..



ps: i slept for 14 hours after i reached home from archery camp..
guess how tiring being a "group leader" can get..

i am who i am
12:41 AM

arhhhhhhhhh..
i screwed up all my dates..
for meeting people and camps and stuffs..
LOL...
need to call lotsa people soon...




anyways soccer today..
dint eat in the morning or afternoon..
then play soccer le..
felt abit giddy..
but still carried on..




shit need get some sleep..
tmr still got sister bday party..
arg.. for this week fully booked man...
dead meat no time do project le..

i am who i am
11:41 PM

woots common test are over..
and i am gonna play soccer tmr..



thanks to the new dota map..
i am able to relieve some depression..
and soccer tmr will do more help..



i only felt this kind of depression feeling twice in my life..
the last one was longer..
however this time round was more pain...
like a million knives through the heart..
ouch..






should b changing the blog song soon..
it will soon be over..
and i hope very so..
please dun stab knives at my heart again..
it is damn pain..
sooo pain..
for this kind of pain will remain in my mind..
for that shows how i truely care for you..




anyone has plaster?

i am who i am
12:52 AM

arg...
i miss playing soccer..
need wait till next week..
hais..
just the joy of scoring goals..
and joy of tackling some one..
makes me happy..
LOL..
or at least..
allow me to forget everything..
at that moment in time..




arggggg.....
next up marketing..
this is the only paper i dun have my cheat code...
howwwwwwwwwwwwwww...




hais.. no mood now..
guess just gonna do my studies on the bus..
ps: it was effective for BLaw... hee...




depressed....

i am who i am
11:23 PM

arggg...
something is missing..



as u all know..
i used to wear a ring..
it actually meant something..
it is some sort of "target"..
and i achieved that not long ago..
so i stopped wearing le..
and soon after i lost it.. LOL..




now...
i think i gonna have a target as well..
or life will b meaningless..
i am gonna buy one soon..
and have a target to fulfill..

i am who i am
9:10 PM

this is to the person to the person who i have been "fighting" for the last 3 days




i am who i am
10:05 PM

yays..
found a new person to dump all my complains too..
haha..
i normally dun complain..
i am very quiet..



haha but when i do complain..
it takes 1hour 30min plus..
haha..
it should take long if the person do not have to go offline..
the person is older then me..
LOL so can get advice..








hmmm.. lesson 1???
sometimes u get pissed about something....
its because you care about that something..
nobody knows i am pissed about who.. :P
Xcept the person i am complaining to..





i am for who am i..
i dun act..
so people stop seeing me as act cute..
(i am pretty serious)
LOL..
THE WORD IS
NATURAL...


LOL... lame..
the person taught me..
to b cuter..
i must b more zi lian..
LOL.. wad logic..
anyways advice given by a person older then me..
so i should heed that advice quite soon...lol..
after i get a decent hair cut..




so for now.. ja-na..
hopes for the best..
tmr common test..

i am who i am
11:03 PM

lala i am bored at home..
so there is 2 post a day..
LOL.. technically not a day but 2..
cause past 12midnight le..




anyways..
i am to blog about sth..
*like duh*



something happened for only 1min 3sec..
i was satisfied..
however a part of my body wants more..
i was thinking of what to do and what to say..
however during the 1min 3sec..
my mind went blank..



it could have lasted longer if i did what i thought of before hand..
but my brain just blanked out that min..



no wonder there are programmes like 1 min of fame..
it satisfy people..
yet letting them wanting more...



just a piece of my mind..

i am who i am
12:54 AM

woots..
so..
had fun at bros house..
played and talked pretty much..
but we did study a little..



next day we went to vivo..
studyed with marcus at mac..
while little sis and father when sentosa..
and mother went shopping..
big bro came later..
and kinda studied for a while..



lol guess how long we set there???
5 hours!~!~!~~
dint talk a lot during that 5 hours..
was really making up for lost time..



his mom offered me dinner with them..
i damn pai seh lar..
LOL so.. went home..
bus ride was super unconfortable..
super hot and the seat was especially small..
donno why..
LOL..




waited for my parents to buy dinner home..
then shortly after that i slept..




today woke up at 11..
tired to study buy failed..
everytime my browser goes into mel..
it will be redirected to another place by my hands..



lol.. in the end watched letters of iwo jima..
plus 8 episodes of prince of tennis nationals..




this is the result of stay at home..
what to do..
bro wants to pei little sis to watch movie..
then cant meet me to study...




maybe tonight ...
i will come up with some midnight study programme..
LOL..
already some people trying to meet me to study tmr..
but i wan study with bro.
because he is the only one who can play games infront of me..
and i will still be studying.
*thats unless he dun ask me play with him..
he just got that study aura i needed..
LOLs..




so lame..
dint take picture during my stay at his house..
ha.. so sad..




so for now...
byeee byeee..
and good luck to people mugging...
hope you all can find the study arua!!!!

i am who i am
8:32 PM

wahahaha
this decision is like improptu
my bro was like wan come my house stay?
lol then last min my NDP recee canceled..
woots..
fate in for me to go his house..



LOLs...
quite imappropriate..
cause the time..
like before exams huh..




lol.. promise we will study..
LOLs..


happy b-day liana

sorry cant go out with you all..

dated my bro liaoz.. HEE....

i am who i am
9:57 PM