yoyo...
HAPPY NEW YEAR people..!!
what a year it has been...
i could still remember..
what i hoped for last year...
and it happened to me on dec...
i was really happy that it came true...


for this year its the same...
i keep my hopes reachable...
able to be realised...


2006 was kinda of a new life for me..
because 2005 was a bad one to begin with..
many things happened on the last year of my sec school days...
really many bad things happened...
and 2006 was the time to heal things up...


now that things are healed up..
its time to have them back together...
not just friends...
but my family as well..
not the relationship...
but the financial status...


it has been a year of struggling for wealth..
save up on electricity... gas...
which normal people take for granted for...
every light bulb uses energy...
every fan uses electricity...
almost everything uses electricity...
it has almost been a year since i stopped using the air-con..
i only use it during special occasions...


i kinda lent my mom some money from my bank...
a few grands...
however it will not help us for long..
thanks to my relatives for paying my sis uni education bills..
she is able to study uni...
although i am living as normal...
but i am trying hard to save...


going into poly has also changed my life...
great class i am in...
unlike other classes they do not get along well..
at least our class still manage to stay together...
poly have alot of different people...
still trying to cope with it...
there are many people hating each other...
some loving each other...
while i am trying to know as many people as possible..


of cause there are people close to me as well..
girls like perlyn, sinyee, von..
guys like jia sheng, gab, hsien tze, aik (although i mock him alot till he is pissed)
of cause i cant forget all the peeps who went to the 2e5 chalet...
and my bro.. marcus.. his bday coming!!!!
promised him a big big present cause dint get him a Xmas one..


a blog was born around august... which is my blog..
really promoted it as hard as i could..
but really it wasnt popular...
given up on promoting but still blogging...
for now i get like 7 peeps visiting..
and i guess it would be the same few people..
still mayb emo blogs get more tags and visits..
unlike mine... happy-go-lucky and boring...
hee hee...


thinking back... the people who are with me in sec 1 and 2
created who am i now...
me from a basketballer to so soccer player now..
i can hardly throw a ball into the hoop now...
my interest... and my past time...
i really cant get to lose them for they are people who are important to me..
what made me me..


no matter how much you get to love people...
there are still some u cannot get along with..
just cannot get along with because it just like that...
the different characters just oppose each other...
this happened to me as well...
however i am not going to offened people by defaming them on my blog..
this is just the down side of human nature...
some people just dun get along well..
that causes war...
this is why people do not get 100% peace in this world...

so before i put a end to my reflections
i would like to thank people who fulfilled my 2006 hopes...
now comes 2007 and i hope my hope for this year would come true as well
as i will remember this hope and try my best to fulfill it...

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lalalas...
not a very pleasing way to introduce a new year...
as i have project on 1 JAN...
i donno why but my group members did not disscuss with me..
surprised but i have no choice but to accept...
so i am unable to go out with my friends to esplande to catch the fireworks..
i cant go because i have no bus home and would have to stay at my friend house after that..
dissapointed...


so just kinda slept the whole day...
finished watch fate stay night...
and went to my aunt house to have dinner..
and popped a few wine..


thinking back i should have went out with my friends...
regrets now as i dint go out with them...
as the new school term is starting soon and i will not be able to see them...
ARGGGG regrets now...


haha HAPPY NEW YEAR....
see you guys soon...

i am who i am
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