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Superhuman - Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson

* Monday, November 27, 2006 *
shall leave all the nice talk till tomorrow.... today did project till 6... everyone was tired and kerlina went home halfway cause she had stomache....


tmr will be the day we finish WCOM... and 2nd draft of LMS...


today i went to my grandmother house cause she wanted to see us... she is really sick and in great pain... i almost cried when i saw her... although she keeps saying she is happy to see us but i know she is dealing with all the pain... when we do something simple for her like throwing the tissue she keeps saying thank you....


she has a few months left as said by my mother... and today i saw her drinking soup... her hands were shaking... she cant stand.... i always feared this moment... from young i always dreamed of someone close to me... dying... and i donno what to do at all.. now it is beginning to seem like reality.... it soon will not seem like real... because it is real...


people taking care of her the last few months are getting tired... my uncles and aunties have been like taking bad about each other behind peoples back... although i dun see it i can feel it... in the family tree there are very few guys... actually i have no guy cousins from my mother's side.. that leaves the house full of gossips....


everyone is acting normal... i dun know if they are feeling pain inside... but i am... i cant imagine what it is like a few months later... i feel pain when she keeps saying thank you... the fact that she reqested to see us today means something is wrong... i really donno but i sense its coming...


i cant do anything... but just visiting her...the fact that she requested to see us and was happy to see us means we meant something to her... just hopes some miracle happens on her...


no need to console me because i will be just fine... but please do give all ur prayers to her... although i dun believe in god but as my secondary school teacher said before... this is the time where we cannot do anything anymore... all we could do is just pray pray pray to all the gods...


the show 1 liter of tears made me treasure my grandmother more than ever...


just hopes and prays...


i am who i am
11:18 PM