eahmm... today haha got my mums phone cause she donno how to use... got money for shoes cause she just ask me buy a new pair of shoes cause my old one spolit... haha and yesterday got new specs... i think that makes me more cool ???? HAHAHA... i really donno... i cant choose specs... too many... yeah!..
hais all these new stuff... makes me remember the past.... going back to friendster looking at some old friends... some became cuter, some became prettier, some bacame more suai(4), and the rest still the same old them..... but they still remind me of wad i hav done wrong and the living hell of the last few mths of my sec school life...
back then only some knew... till now only those few in my class knew... somethings that nobody want it happen on themselves (especially me who treasure friends more than anything)... it really came too sudden... out of all people... the guy who i considered the better friend of mine... told me sth... sth that i would nva forget... out of all people its him...
although now its all forgiven... but this event will nva be forgotten... as a lesson... as a memory... nothing would go back to the past where we used to b... from strangers to friends to cliques to enemies back to strangers again....
new lives for everyone... they will still b in my heart... my mind... friends, enemies or strangers... the first friend in sec school.... till the last word spoken when we part.... foolish things we have done... and great time together.....
how i wish time would just go back... so that i would make a different move... however wad done is done... i prayed... to gods... all of them... i was helpless and i remembered miss heng wad she said... i prayed real hard... my new year's wish was for him to forgive me... and its was fulfilled.... at that time i was at the esplanade... watching fireworks... when i recieve a message say all was forgotten...
that was the time when i teared... teared with joy... and now tearing of regret with what i hav done... i hav been dreaming... if us having fun... till nightmares... so i decided to hav this blog... to hav the story told... however... now the blog is out.. i hav no courage to say the story out.... not now and most prob not in the future...
how i wish we could b friends again... then to cliques... but one side is not possible... wad i wish... are wad i wish...it may nva come true.... in fact in my entire life only 2 wishes came true... one was in pri 5 to get top in class so that i can get my PS1 and the other was the forgiveness from him...
mayb in our lives we get 3 wishes.... mayb i'll make my last wish for us to be friends again.... not normal friends but cliques.... i wish... i wish...
you know who you are and i hope you get to read this...
----dedicated to you two and friends....----
ps:i am toking abt two persons...yeah... i am bad at story telling...
i am who i am
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